Like the light sometimes breaks through the dense cloud
So too do I strive to break free from my fear and my ugly
For when I steep in my own current of scared
Swimming in thoughts that smother my spirit
Drowning in the heaviness of 'not enough'
I am blind to all the gifts I DO have
NO
I will not feed the fear by dropping into hopelessness or rejection
I will not give those thoughts the strength to keep me in darkness
Writhing, choking, worried, weary...invisible
INSTEAD
I will hold hands with my truth that IS love
LOVE...the soul-lifting, life-giving, mightiest of all everything
Here, always available to harvest
Gathered in gratitude, forgiveness, compassion, creativity
I KNOW that is the 'real' me
AND
In infusing more love into my being
Feasting on its nourishment and essence
I wholly align with my sacred heart
Lighter and lifted in courage, and truth and trust
I pray and give thanks for this great adventure
Where I get to explore and discover the treasures
Of it all...the good, the bad and the ugly
The reflection that is...ME
Thank you
Note: I don't know about you...but for me I tend to react, or, act again, in ways that were established throughout my years. If I sense rejection - I instantly go that path of defense and become ugly in thought rather then standing in MY OWN LOVE and belief in MY OWN GOODNESS. I am truly excited to continue my life with this beautiful breakthrough and become more mindful of my thoughts and my re-actions or actions. I am after all...a human being.
